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Because Of You





I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid



I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

! I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid



I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid



Because of you

Because of you



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因為有你





我不會跟你犯同樣的錯誤

我不會讓自己

內心充滿痛苦

我不會破壞你所建造好的道路

你感到如此艱苦

而我會從艱苦中學習

不會重蹈覆轍



因為你

我從不會偏離自己的道路

因為你

我學會安全地嬉戲, 所以我不會受傷

因為你

我很難去相信自己, 甚至身邊的人

因為你

我感到恐懼



我失去了方向

就在你發現之前

我不能哭泣

因為我知道在你眼中, 那是缺點

我強迫自己

強顏歡笑, 在我生命中的每一天

我的心不可能破碎

因為它從來沒有完整過



因為你

我從不會偏離自己的道路

因為你

我學會安全地嬉戲, 所以我不會受傷

因為你

我很難去相信自己, 甚至身邊的人

因為你

我感到恐懼



我目睹你的死亡

午夜夢迴時, 我聽到你的哭泣

我曾如此年輕

你應該更加瞭解我, 而不是依賴我

你不曾想到他人

你只看到自己的痛苦

如今我在半夜哭泣

為了相同的理由



因為你

我從不會偏離自己的道路

因為你

我學會安全地嬉戲, 所以我不會受傷

因為你

我用盡全力去忘記一切

因為你

我不知道如何讓他人進入內心

因為你

我為我的生活感到羞愧, 因為它是空白一片

因為你

我感到恐懼



因為你

因為你



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